Make up your dang mind.

I guess I should write a new blog, huh? Here goes.

I have my first Geography test on Friday and I really don't know if I can work up the motivation to study for it. I am so not in the school mood yet, and don't know if I ever will be again. Mrs. March worked it all out of me; well, her and AP tests. I don't want to talk about those wretched things, though, because it will only bring me grief.

I am on to new and better things...like working everyday and taking American Heritage. Yes, I must keep a positive attitude to think that these are better things. I 'm not that miserable, I just can't believe that I never had a summer vacation. That's okay, though, because I never really do anything during the summer.

I guess things could look up soon, though, because I have changed my mind about a certain someone whom we all know and love. I think I kind of made this person think that I hated them for a while, but I'm trying to get back into their good graces. Last night was fun, but kind of weird. I don't know if this person has the same ideas as me...who knows. I wish I just knew what this person wanted. (*Note: the use of "this person") Oh, and this person has decided that he is leaving as soon as possible, if you know what I mean (September 16 would be ASAP). This is good and bad news.

Summer plans? That's just funny.

Do you ever feel like you have so much to do that you hate that you just feel miserable and wish that you would just die? Now, I'm not suicidal or anything, but sometimes I just feel so overwhelmed with everything that is happening. I'm not feeling that way right now but I think I will when I start school in two weeks. I've never really had to do anything during school but now I have to work during school to earn money for school. That's the worst thing I can think of. I really did try to get scholarships but I am not cool enough. I wish some rich old lady would take pity on me and pay for my college bills. What a hassle. Poo.

The extent of my summer plans consist of going camping overnight with my family, probably in pouring rain, and I have to drive to the campsite by myself because I have to work. What an amazingly fantastic life I have--always full of fun and excitement. I really don't mind just hanging out with friends at home, but sometimes I feel like I need to get out of Utah for a little while. That's not happening, though, so hopefully I can get in my "Love Provo" mood once again. Before school starts, preferably.