Life IS a butt. At least the dating part of it.

So, lately I've been going kind of crazy with the whole dating thing. I mean, I like Jake, but he's leaving....eventually and I felt like I maybe needed to go on some dates with other people to get back to reality. Tye and Kyle agreed, and said they would try to set me up with some people. Now, I know that sounds like the most insane thing ever, and that no girl in her right mind would want to go through with any of it, but it sounded appealing to me that night at around midnight.

Here are the problems: Tye and Kyle only know people who are their age (about 25). They asked me how I felt about dating older men (I thought the wording of this to be quite funny) and I said that I was okay with it. I mean, yeah, it would be weird at first, but I really don't think age is that big of a deal. I also told them, though, that "older men" would NOT be okay with going out with and 18 year old. They might do it to be nice, or to do a favor for someone, but they wouldn't take it seriously. They would probably feel really awkward on a date with an 18 year old, and I don't blame them. Kyle agreed that this was probably the case, but that he would still look into it, anyway. I'm slightly anxious and nervous about this whole thing, but maybe I should give it a try.

Wow, I got so carried away with that problem of dating that I forgot to mention the other one: All boys OUR age are leaving us. Basically, our only option is to date "older men" and pretend like they don't think we're little girls (which they SO do, you can just tell). DATING is a butt.

"Wherefore men are free according to the flesh..."

If only I knew the rest of that scripture, I'm sure that I could pass the entire B of M exam on Wednesday. I just can't do this memorizing thing. I'm no actress; I'm not used to having to memorize lines and other such things. Now, Art History flashcards I could do. Words = no good. I'll just have to wing it.

I hope I will have any time to hang out with Becca while she is here. This is the busiest week of my life. I have to take tests on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday. It's going to be a blast. Hopefully I'll be able to hang out on Thursday and Friday nights.

Well, I'm late to FHE, so I better stop this craziness. I wonder what we have in store for tonight....probably a really boring lesson, but some good refreshments. They cancel out to equal absolutely nothing.